Finally, it's coming to the end of 2009. With that, I hope all the misfortunes and problems go away with it. I am hoping 2010 will be a better year. Tomorrow's new year's eve. And I'll be a good girl and stay home at night. Since love books out at erm...late at night around nine plus after sea training.

I miss him.

I guess it's been a week that I never touch any blog of mine. Uhuh. Too down to update I suppose.

I still haven't sort things out. I ought to but am too lazy to do this. I think I hardly blog these days because I'd rather talk to mum about things. Mum is so important to me. I mean, yeah, we can argue at times. But, can't deny that I need her in my life. Who else knows me best. Yeah? I love seeing girls who're close to their mums :) like they can practically talk to their mums like friends and yet have that respect for her.

Okay. Few options I have. Shall I take the chances?